imp0rtant w0rds f0r me

I’m sad but i can’t really express it..i dunn0 y..

But l00k at de bright side,

I may have l0st de pers0n i like but i’ve gain 0ne new very cl0se br0ther.

S0 i’m very happy f0r that.

thank y0u

peace !^.^!

llen0 de vida

j0b interview LSP 402

Mmg sumpah neves gle ar..llen0 xpenah g mane2 interview au bef0re this..especially j0b interview..mmg xpenah dlm seumur hid0p llen0 experience..tu yg jd melampau neves nye tuh..huk3..0uh..interview nak masuk c0nvex ade la..tp tu p0n cam xf0rmal sgt an..s0 xdela neves sgt..tp kali ni nye interview, interview yg membawa markah bg subject English ku yg terakhir iaitu LSP402..masyaAllah..sumpah..speechless..da la llen0 lmbt ant0 j0b advertisement, c0ver letter ngn resume tu..pastu jd last candidates yg akan d interview plak tuh..pergh!! deugun deugun + dup dap dup dap la jantung ni..huk3..

Smlm kul4 ptg llen0 da grak dr bilik utk ke s0llat..(s0llat tu name skul of language ye bukan s0lat sembahyang tu.hik3)..interview nye kul5..gigih an grak awal2? hak3..ble smpi kat s0llat tu, ade student laen nga interview kat dlm tu..n sir was l00king at me..perghh! lg la seves..aiy000~ then, g0t 1 chinese girl (she’s actually fr0m China) c0me t0 me n ask, “hell0.d0 u c0me f0r de interview with him t00?” “0uh..yes..u t00?” “yeah..what time is ur interview sl0t?” “mine is at 5pm..u?” “mine is at 4.30pm..i’m late.” “0uh, u sh0uld g0 1^st then.it’s 0k wif me” “00 really?thank u.”

S0 dye masuk la dlu..pastu sebelum llen0 nye turn, sepat0t nye member llen0 dlu..tp sbb dye lmbt..s0 dye suh llen0 g dlu..s0 llen0 da redy2 la ni..skali ble dye smpi, dye kate bia dye dlu wat..pastu nnt dye tggu llen0..s0 llen0 0k jela sbb da mmg dye nye turn..tp seyesly,da la tggu ses0rg kat lua..bediri kat k0rid0r tu..tmbah pulak ngn hr nak hujan, mendung semcm je, rse cam bakal ter0k je interview tu..s0 level neves makin tmbh..huk3

Kemudian, turn member tu masuk..llen0 ckp la gudluck..pastu llen0 tggu lg..smbil tggu tu, p0st la status kat fb..k0n0n nk jugak la dpt c0urage fr0m spe2 kat fb tu kan..skali senyap sunyi je sume..s0 neves lg..

Pastu, tiba lah masa yg d nanti2 kan..llen0 masuk je klas tu, 1^st thing ayat yg kua adalah “s0, what happen t0 u this m0rning?”..perghhh!!!! gle sentap..hak3..pg tu seben0 nye ade klas dye kul8pg..tp llen0 mcm ade niat gak la utk xg klas nye..sbb sume test da wat..tinggal j0b interview je..pastu kal0 msk klas p0n, jawab s0klan dlm buku tu je..kinda b0san gak la..s0 mcm xnk g la..kuang3..jahat an llen0..mntk s0ry sir..huk3..k smbg blk..pastu llen0 p0n ckp le “s0ry sir..i 0verslept..huk3” dgn muke bajet2 suci n tersengih2 ses0rg..

Yg musykil yet membahagiakan nye adalah, sepanjang2 interview tu, dye senyum je memanjang..ble dye tnye s0klan, dng0 llen0 jwb dye senyum..ble dye tnye lg s0klan yg sje nk kene kan llen0, dan llen0 p0n pkai reka la jwpn nye p0n dye senyum gak..senang cter, setiap ape yg llen0 ckp msti dye senyum la..xtau la asl..mayb llen0 cam semangat gle nk c0nvince dye siap gune b0dy language sgale bagai k0t..kuang3..malu~ seyesly, bnyk gle k0t dye tnye s0klan yg mmg sje je nk kene kan llen0..sbb lepas dye tnye tr0s dye senyum sinis..ceits! tp xpe..sbb ble da jwb tu, dye senyum el0k plak.kuang3

Pastu dye kate la “0k that’s all f0r de j0b interview part..s0 ab0ut ur presentati0n..ur presentati0n was 0n stage management rite? S0 what d0 u think ab0ut ur presentati0n..r u happy with that?” llen0 p0n ckp la llen0 happy sbb dpt share experience n mende yg llen0 minat ngn sir n kwn2..pastu epy gak sbb dpt deliver presentati0n tu dgn baek n xtersekat2..tp llen0 ckp gak yg llen0 rse llen0 kene impr0ve n isi details bnyk cket kat dlm slide sh0w..(k0n0n2 bajet humble la kan..xkan nk perasan dri bagus k0t..gila~ hak3)..pastu dye kate “i have n0 bad c0mments 0n ur presentati0n..jz a small grammatical mistakes..jz a small 0ne..we can understand what u were sayin n u pr0n0unciati0n is clear..u have de advantage 0f having a l0ud clear v0ice which enable u t0 captivate de audience..ur presentati0n is als0 interesting..i can see dat all de students r interested in ur presentati0n..ur pace is g00d..u didn’t speak t00 fast 0r t00 sl0w..n u did quite a g00d j0b in de presentati0n..n i als0 feel interested t0 hear ur presentati0n”..

perghh!!!!! time tu rse mcm heaven gle !

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ (bunyi s0und effect yg mcm dlm mr.bean punye ending tu yg ade satu sp0rtlite f0cus kat dye..pastu ade plak angin tiup2, k0n0nnye saat tu bahagia sgt laa..hak3)

xsangke plak dye rse camtu time presentati0n tu..sbb an..time llen0 nga ckp kat dpn, llen0 pndg la dye..dye wat mke blurr n b0san je..ciap garu2 kpale lg k0t..llen0 tgk mke dye llen0 rse cam dye ckp “apebende la si budak ni merepek ni..aku xpaham haram jadah”..aiy000..seyesly..tp ble dye bg k0men p0sitive cenggitu,mmg bahagia gle kentang ubi kayu panas laaa..terimakasih sir ! sgt bahagia ! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

pastu llen0 p0n kua la dr klas tu..da abes an..pastu llen0 tnye la kat member llen0 tu, “wey, td time k0 interview, sir senyum bnyk kali x?” “ha’ah wey..dye senyum je selalu.aku p0n pelik.” “kan? Aku rse, dye kene individu br dye senyum wey..kal0 rmai2 satu klas, dye wat mke b0san n blurr dye tu je la mmanjang..hak3”..tp mmg s0lute la kat sir ni..sbb dye xbnyk ckp au..pendiam sgt..tp dye kenal each student dye..pat0t nye time interview, kene ade intr0ducti0n an supaye senang dye nk bg mrkh tau nk tulis katne..sir kit0rg ni an, xtnye p0n nme kit0rg..dye kenal each 0ne 0f us..hebat an dye..pape p0n, nex wik da last klas..rse sedey p0n ade gak..huhu..walaupun sir slalu wat mke hambar, tp dye sgt baek k0t seben0 nye..tq s0 much sir f0r everythin..i really did enj0y myself in ur class ^.^

pastu llen0 p0st la status kat fb gne bb lg tau pasal kegembiraan llen0 dgn j0b interview ni..sunyi sepi gak..llen0 da musykil gle da..slalu nye kal0 llen0 p0st pape, cpt je dpt resp0n dr 0rg..tp kali ni, senyap sunyi gle kentang ubi kayu panas k0t..ble blk bilik, baru perasan, yg bb llen0 nye privacy ade terubah..tu yg status yg d p0st gne bb sume '0nly me' je yg bley bce..gap0 p0st status kat fb utk dri sndri bce..ish3..llen0..llen0..ngarut je keje nye..malu kat 0re ! hak3 :p

llen0 de vida

silence

Silence is n0t bad

It is f0r us t0 remember n think wisely b0ut what we’ve d0ne

It als0 give time f0r us t0 actually miss each 0ther

n f0cus 0n 0ur 0wnselves

but silence f0r t00 l0ng is kinda like a suffer rite?

S0 lets n0t be in silence anym0re

:)

llen0 de vida

s0meday by IU (de s0ng dat keep repeating in llen0ism) ^.^

Eonjengan i nunmuri meomchugil

Eonjengan i eodumi geodhigo

Ttaseuhan haetsari i nunmureul mallyeojugil

Jichin nae moseubi

Jogeumsshik jigyeoweojineun geol neukkimmyeon

Dabeorigo shipjyo

Himdeulge jikkyeoodeon kkumeul

Gajin geotbodaneun

Bujokhan geoshi neomunado manheun ge

Neukkyeojil ttaemada

Darie himi pullyeoseo na jujeoanjyo

Eonjengan i nunmuri meomchugil

Eonjengan i eodumi geodhigo

Ttaseuhan haetsari i nunmureul mallyeojugil

Gwaenchanheul georago

Nae seuseuroreul wirohamyeo beotineun

Haruharuuga nal jogeumsshik duryeobge mandeulgo OH~

Nareul mideurago ~OH

Malhamyeonseodo midji mothaneun naneun

Ije eolmana deo

Orae beotil su isseul ji moreugesseoyo

Kidarimyeon eonjengan ogetji

Bami gireodo haeneun tteudeushi

Apeun nae gaseumdo eonjengan da natgetji

Nal ijen dowajugil

Haneuri jebal dowajugil

Na honjaseoman igyeonaegiga

Jeomjeom deo jashini eopseojyeoyo

Eonjengan (eonjengan) i nunmuri meomchugil

Eonjengan i eodumi geodhigo (i eodumi geodhigo)

Ttaseuhan (ttaseuhan) haetsari i nunmureul mallyeojugil

(i nunmureul mallyeojugil)

Kidarimyeon eonjengan ogetji (Someday, Someday~)

Bami gireodo haeneun tteudeushi (haeneun tteudeushi)

Apeun nae gaseumdo eonjengan da natgetji

(eonjengan da natgetji i~YEAH)

Eonjengan..

Eonjengan..

Meaning :

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted
I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now
I hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday…
Someday…

family day Hj 0thman dan Hjh Zaimah

This is de 1^st time dat 0ur family day has been planned very details..ciap ade tempah tcirt segala bagai..ade yg d assign dgn tugasan masing2..f0r instance, ibu n abah kene uruskan psl tempat n mknn..llen0 ngn adek2 kene assign t0 take charge in games dat wil be held..maksu n family incharge in presents..makteh, ayh teh n family in charge in tcirts..ayh chik in charge in bbq..ayg ngah n family serta t0k ngn aki je yg xparticular sgt kene wat pe..yg penting sume 0k la..hik3..tema tcirt kit0rg kaler hij0..yeess!! caya la ayh teh..kaler fav llen0 tu.kuang3 :p

Dekat sne, at 1^st cam tekial2 gak la nk briefing kat family members psl games tu..yela sbb d0rg kan lg tue dr llen0..s0 kene wat ayt h0rmat cket la..kan?walaupun d0rg semp0ii je seben0 nye..llen0 yg neves sndri2..hak3..then,ble da brief, n stat games, it turned 0ut well..sumpah sume cam happy gle k0t..

Next activity kami adalah mnd swimming p00l..perghh..bnyk kali k0t kit0rg mnd swimming p00l in 3days 2nyte ni..ngn maen b0la baling aer nye..ngn maen Frisbee nye..mcm2 la..ser0n0k..hak3..eventh0ugh kat side ibu ni, llen0 merupakan cucu sul0ng, tp ser0n0k gak sbb kazen2 laen p0n da bes0 n yg kecik2 ni p0n semp0ii je bukan jenis yg merengek2 tu..hik3..ser0n0k sgt !

n0t t0 f0rget, mlm terakhir kit0rg, ade acara bbq, persembahan dr setiap family dan acara penyampaian hadiah..mmg ser0n0k r..time acara persembahan tu yg setail nye..each family came 0ut wif cute n very unique perf0rmances..aki n t0k enj0y sgt pada mlm tu..walaup0n, stage nye adalah simen kat dlm bilik aki n t0k, seating arrangement nye adalah kat ats katil yg telah d cantumkan, dan back stage nye adalah d branda, kami tetap happy ! seyesly..mlm tu, bakat2 terpendam dlm family sume kua..hihi..mmg keturunan hj 0thman ni berbakat blake rupe nye..hik3..perasan..kuang3

Kesimpulannye d cni, spending time wif family is de best thing ever..d0esn’t matter if we jz met f0r 3days,but de b0nding were n stil r str0ng..n de best thing is, all family members 0n ibu’s side r c0mplete..sume ade time family day ni! Alhamdulillahy!

Sgt happy n bahagia

<3 ,

llen0 de vida

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F0r s0me reas0n, i feel sad. Mayb it’s n0t de rite time yet. S0 i think i’ll leave it n c0ntinue wif my life. I’m lucky t0 eve a w0nderful family n bffs dat i can c0unt 0n. S0 i w0n’t be dat bad..huk3.tenx 4 everythin.

<3 ,

llen0 de vida

un-heartless

U may think dat u r heartless.

Believe me u’re n0t.

All de things u’ve d0ne,

Make me think ab0ut u.

De m0re u silent,

De m0re u sh0w ur true self,

Which is sweet n n0t heartless at all.

And me myself,

D0n’t think dat i’m able t0 d0 de same thing.

This pr0ves that u’re n0t a heartless fella.

p/s:dedicatedtoapersonwhohateshimselfc0zhethinksthatheisahearlessfella

peace yaw ! ^_^ !

llen0 de vida

saya suka

Saya suka rupa br bl0g saya. 

Putih hijau.

Saya suka menyusahkan 0rg utk bce bl0g saya.

Tp saya cuba sedaya upaya utk edit bg nmpk tulisan saya itu.

Saya berterimakasih kepada kay sbk, iaitu rumet sy kerana telah membantu saya dgn template dan header sy.

Saya berasa amat skema dgn ayat2 saya d dlm p0st kali ini.

Saya suka bl0g saya.

Sekian saja entri yg ingin sy p0st kali ini.

Saya suka bl0g saya.

Saya juga suka 'awak'.

tapi 'awk' yg xtau. (rse nye la.hak3)

Saya suka bl0g saya.

terimakasih.

llen0 de vida

feelingless

Hari ini sy rasa amat d0wn.

Can’t describe this feeling.

It’s juz t00 hard t0 tell.

Baru happy2 smlm, t0day vice versa.

“Allah Maha adil.Dia hanya akan uji makhluk nya dgn ape yg mereka mampu selesaikan/tanggung.”

Alhamdulillah dpt ujian/balasan/kesedaran skrg drpd d akhirat nnt.

Pls dun mess wif me at this time. 0r else, i might hurt ur feeling.

*feelingless*

llen0 de vida

D - 7

Saya sangat excited dan xsabar ! ngeeeeeeee :D

llen0 de vida

ceritera pada hujung mggu

Date : awal 0ct0ber (xingt date..mayb 0n de 7^th 0r 8^th k0t)

Balik kl nek bas ngn mr.transp0rter..great trip..mcm2 kit0rg b0rak..xtyd0 p0n..kuang3..it was an enj0ying trip..tenx anda..hik3

Sesudah smpi d kl, blk uma, mmg rndu gler kat ibu,abah n adek2..huk3..pastu lepak kat uma sepanjang hr cerita itu ini..sambil tgk cter kat hard disk..ibu llen0 ni jenis semp0ii cket..sama naek je ibu ngn kit0rg yg anak2 ni..layan k0rea sume..hak3..smpi g0t 0ne day ni, adek gurl llen0 nga kat bilik..time tu ade anugerah skrin kal0 xsilap..tp d sbb kan award tu cam lame (sebutan English bukan melayu ye), s0 ibu llen0 p0n tgk la 8tv..ade cter k0rea baru..pastu tr0s ibu jerit kat ade.. “adek ! awak wat pet u?! Pergi mandi cpt ! pastu turun !”..yg adek llen0 ni p0n da blurr la..asl ibu tetbe nk s0und2 camtu..el0k adeq ciap je mnd sume, ble turun bwh, tnye la “npe bu?”..bley ibu ckp “xdela..ibu nk ajak awk kua skrg.”.. “watpe bu?”.. “nk bli cter k0rea.” Kah3! Semp0ii an ibu llen0? Hak3..adeq cpt2 bbm llen0 n gt0 psl mende ni..yg xtahan nye, ayt dye start 0f dgn “kak..bt0l la ibu awak ni kak..wat adeq suspen je..hak3”...hak3..llen0 p0n tekej0t ber0k dng0..hak3..

Pastu 0n de next day, llen0 da ciap msk n kemas uma sume, tyme tu ibu ngn abah keje..llen0 ngn adek gurl llen0 je yg ade kat uma..adek b0y llen0 xblk uma lg dr subang..s0 llen0 p0n ajak adek teman llen0 bli tiket c0ncert 2pm yg akan berlangsung pada 25 n0vember ni..8 days t0 g0 ! gler r! Xsab0..hik3..llen0 p0n drive la ke tempat jual tu..bley plak xtau jln nk mas0k bangunan tu..kuang3..pastu ble da smpi, xtau nk ke mne..tnye la kat service c0unter tu “kak, katne yg jual tiket c0ncert 2pm gr0up k0rea tuh?”..pastu akak guard tu kate “haaa..adek naek escalat0r tu satu tingkat.kat ctu la.”..s0 gigih la pegi..pastu kit0rg stil xjpe gak..nmpk 0rg line pnjg2..llen0 ckp la kat adeq “rse nye yg tu k0t.” “bukan lah..tu 0rg brat0r nk bay0 parking tiket” “xkan pnjg camtu k0t..gle gigih”..ble kami bejln ke lua tu, rupe nye itu lah line nk bli tiket tu..gle kentang ubi kayu panas la pnjg nye..masyaAllah..smpi adek llen0 ckp “kakak, awk ni bt0l ke kak smpi gler camni nk tgk d0rg?”..llen0 p0n pk..seben0 nye xde la gler sgt p0n..rilex je seben0 nye..time berat0r tu p0n, llen0 cam pk, bt0l ke aku ni berat0r nk g tgk d0rg?gigih nye aku ni..sbb cam xcaye gak la..sbb d0rg kan artis k0rea..pastu tetbe dtg Malaysia..artis msia nye c0ncert p0n llen0 xpenah g..mane2 c0ncert p0n llen0 xpenah g..ni 1^st time..tu yg time tu mcm blurr n xde expressi0n sgt..jz bedri n gelak2 n maen cipta2 skrip kat 0rg2 yg berat0r tu, ngn adek..kuang3 :p

Pastu, ade la se-gr0up 0f girls dtg berat0r blk kit0rg..d0rg p0n tekej0t gak line pnjg gler..rupe nye d0rg ni ade yg penah tgk c0ncert suju n bigbang be4 this..llen0 jela yg 1^st time br nk try ni..pastu b0rak nye b0rak, kit0rg jd kwn..bpe jam berat0r makin rapat la kami..ciap bli tiket tmpt sme..n nk g sesme ke c0ncert tu nnt..tp memandang kan llen0 ngn askuwt ade klas 25pg tu, s0 after klas, br kit0rg grak dr penang..yg d0rg2 ni nk grak berat0r kat stadium lepas subuh kata nye..sbb dulu time suju sume,0rg ciap tyd0 lg kat sne..sbb nnt line pnjg gler...nnt d0rg gilir2 la g s0lat sume..n d0rg nak jage kan tmpt utk llen0 n askuwt..yess! Alhamdulillah..sesudah smpi dr penang bley tr0s je g kat line tu..hihi..s0 secare rasminye, llen0 dpt la tgk 2pm nye c0ncert ! yihaaaaaa !

Then, 0n de next day, nk blk penang da..llen0 blk ngn mr.transp0rter gak..but this time ar0und, nek tren plak..perghhh! ni lg satu..llen0 xpenah naek tren ke penang be4 dis..s0 cam seves gak laa..takuik kene tinggal tren segale bagai..xtenang dud0k k0t..kuang3..pastu naek la train tu,tertipu plak ngn mr.transp0rter..ceits! suke sgt kene kan llen0 ni..grrrrrrr ! pas smpi d butterw0rth, naek plak feri..1^st time gak..time nk nek feri tu, tetbe rse mcm nga sh00ting cter war 0f de w0rld time scene kat sume 0rg bereb0t2 nk naek feri tuh..hak3..(bt0l ke llen0 ni tajuk cter tu war 0f de w0rld?yg t0m cruise tu kan?aarrghhh..lantak lah..hihi)..pas smpi kat jeti, nek plak bas ke usm..dan akhirnye smpi dlm kul8pg camtu..n nex class was 0n 10am..gle kentang ubi kayu panas la..i jz slept f0r 30min..l0l..mule la terkapai2 time dlm klas..klas plak stret fr0m 10am til 7pm..gile an?hak3..tp 0k la..hid0p je smpi skrg..xde la sakit ke ape..kuang3

Kesimpulannye, mcm2 experience br yg llen0 per0leh sepanjang weekend tuh.. (pergh..ayat skema gler..kuang3)

Sekian, terimakasih.

(tetbe je wat ending mcm tulis surat rasmi..hak3..sume gare2 xtau nk wat ending camne..hik3)

llen0 de vida

huuaarrgghhhhh !

Assalamualaikum !

Haaaaa..tuddia..punye la lme xupdate bl0g ni..hihi..mintk s0ry..bz wif things..mcm2 bende seben0 nye llen0 nk cter..plenty 0f things happen sepanjang bl0g ni x terupdate..huk3..tp llen0 kene pk dlu..kuang3..

1^st skali, arini, rndu terhadap bl0g amat lah tggi..dr time cuti rye hj dlu dah..tp al-maklumlah..kat uma n kg xde tenet..kene st0p kan sbb adek nga SPM..huk3..s0 bertahan jela..n0w br la ade mse utk update bl0g niha..tp ble tgk2 balik, mcm da lme je llen0 xedit bl0g ni kan..smpi llen0 bukak,c0l0ur dye cam hambar je daa..huhu..s0 llen0 edit la cket..cket jela tp..hik3..nk bg kaler nye meriah n cheerful n happy-g0-lucky cket..br la ade cket interest nk bace..kuang3 :p

S0 amacam?0k x new appearance ni?tp as u can see, cket jela difference nye..sbb llen0 bukan reti sgt mende2 ni..hak3..simple2 je sudeh..kan??hak3

Syesly rndu bl0g ni..n rndu gak nak becel0teh..xkre la interpret0rs rse “ape la si llen0 merepek-repek ni?”..llen0 stil nak gak merepek-repek camni..ngeh3

Peace n0 war !

N

Peace up0n t0 u !

Weeeeeeeeee (^_^)

llen0 de vida

ef ar ee ee = FREE ! ^_^

At last..g0t time f0r myself t0 rest n c0ncentrate 0n my studies and my life..huhu..last few m0nth was s0 hactic wif w0rk, class schedule, n l0ts m0re..de w0rst part is my bb (blackberry kesygn ku) bley plak r0sak..tetbe kua all white screen..but my alarm n all still functi0ning..s0und is pr0duced..but de screen was all white..dang! cedey gle..huhu..my life depends s0 much 0n it..huhu..dis weekend br lah ada mse utk blk kl n bele (l0ghat Pahang yg bermaksud baiki/repair) my bb tuh..huhu..cedey2..

1^st thing yg da settle n terase gle keringanan ble da selesai but sebak ble da abes, is c0nvex..c0nvex ni la llen0 nye 1^st event yg j0in time mule2 msk USM..huk3..n de mem0ries was awes0me..same g0es t0 this yea..p0n best gler..hubungan llen0 ngn MT2 laen semakin cl0se n we actually depend n miss each 0ther ble xjpe..but we dun actually realize it..its juz dat there’s like a h0le in 0ur life..de emptyness was n stil felt..huk3..secare rasminye, yesterday was de last day 0f c0nvex gather all t0gether..dan secare rasmi nye,kami telah dilucutkan jwtn sebagai secretariat c0nvex..huhu..cedey w0..but stil,bc0z 0f 0ur bel0ved pengarah,yg ckp smbil gelak2,s0 rse sebak tu dpt d c0ver ngn happiness dlm family kit0rg ni..tq B0SS! Uhuk! Smlm jugak,bnyk gler s0uveni0r c0nvex yg kami dpt..tenx t0 jabatan regraph yg telah menyimpan sume bende ni utk sume MT yg dah lme gler menggu n jeles tgk 0rg len dpt..kuang3..last but n0t least dinner bersama2 after p0sm0term tuh..seyesly..cedey nye..ble lg la nnt llen0 nk dpt kumpul blk ngn family c0nvex ni..huhu..bnyk gle mem0ries k0t..dr fasa 1 & 2 yg mne xde 0rg langsung kat usm ni..kit0rg je terk0ntang kanting wat keje kat bilik c0nvex..sesi sahur dan bebke same2..sesi lalalala besama2..sehinggalah fasa 3 dan mggu c0nvex sndri..gler syg k0t kat geng c0nvex..effa,mira,qifa n ayien.ni mmg geng llen0 yg gle llen0 syg la..xlpe jpe chick,mak hayam kami,k.mas,mira regraph,tiqa,shasha,k.chad,chaleeda,k.yana,ekachu,k.tana dan sume2 la geng yg d0k cg dlu..yg slalu kene layan kerenah llen0 yg ske merayau sne sni dan wat bising..huhu..same g0es t0 abg salam,abg fudz,isa,Shankar,syakir..senang kate sume la MT jabatan n MT tertinggi..huhu..tak lpe gak kat anak2 PnK yg sgt la sp0rting n paham llen0 ni cane..but plss..dun call me mama 0r mak ye..llen0 je bley pggl k0rg anak2..hik3..seyesly..terase gle kek0s0ngan skrg ni bler c0nvex is 0fficially 0ver..huhu..yg penting jz 0ne thing I 0lls <3 U 0lls ! uhuk !

2^nd, my lab rep0rt..haiy00..gler la payah calculati0n..naek juling mate tulis kurungan yg penuh ngn number2 bagai..mmg mencabar beben0..s0 ble da submit smlm,pergh! Lege gle k0t..

Last but n0t least is msg jemputan ke majlis Salam Adikarma..pergh!rmai gler k0t..170++ 0rg..kene ant0 msg kat d0rg..dgn kedit xcukup nye..dgn msg page smpi 2 nye..haiy00..bpe kali kua msk 7e beli t0pup k0t..huk3..gigih..ble da settle,fyuuhhh! Lega ! dpt plak rply bnyk2.. “saya dtg” “k0mpem datang” “k0mpleks cahaya kat mne ek?”..aiyak! msg d hantar sehari awl,ape kate adek2 cr sndri katne..sbb mmg llen0 nye kedit belambak nk rply..kal0 s0rg xpe..ni bejemaah plak yg tnye nye..haiy00..penin pale den..maaf ye dik..cr sndri..kal0 x p0n,call llen0..k0mpem llen0 gt0 kat ne..ciap jemput lg..huk3

S0 ble skrg mende2 ni da settle,pk psl study blk..da bnyk da xpaham ni..xley jd..kene stdy..llen0..sile sedar dri ye..jgn nk sib0k bz ngn mende laen..stdy tu harus d utamakan..kal0 x wat pe xdpt degree tp pndai wat mende laen..ch00yyyyy!! llen0 nk blk..xkre..rndu tahap ayam kampong da ni kat family tercinte..huhu..seyesly..jgn kac0 llen0 weekend ni 0k ! anda xkan d layan..kuang3..jz kidin :p

D sbb kan da ade mse ni jugak la dpt update bl0g ni pepanjang..kal0 x,cen0tet je tulis nye..kuang3..harap paham.

Chi0w..salam..

llen0 de vida

updated 2nd 0ct0ber 2011

It has been a while since i’ve updated dis bl0g.huk3

N0w,i’m

Missing c0nvex ‘11

Missing my family

Missing u

When can i finally meet u?

When can i see my family?

When can i see my anak2 pnk including all 0thers c0nvex’11 member?

Huhu

llen0 de vida

.L.O.N.E.L.Y.N.E.S.S.

L – l0ve d0n’t c0me easily in life

O – 0ne day it will

N – n0 0ne kn0ws when will it happen

E – everyday are taken int0 c0unts

L – let’s be patient

Y – yes.. ‘de 0ne’ will appears

N – n0thin else t0 d0

E – emphathy 0r symphathy is n0t necessary

S – s00n it will c0me pr0perly

S – stil, can’t help 0ne fr0m being l0nely

this is LONELYNESS

(in my dicti0nary)

llen0 de vida