untukmu ibu

T0day bufday ibu..llen0 xpat blk arini..sbb ade test wus mlm ni..ik0t kan nk blk arini c0z da plan ngn adek2 n abah n kazen2 utk wat surprise bufday party..llen0 blk arini n mlm ni bley wat surprise..tp all de plan was g0ne..llen0 rse sgt sedey..xley nk halang tears fr0m dr0pping..seyesly llen0 sgt cedey..i dunn0 what t0 say..s0ry ibu..xdpt nk wat surprise kat ibu 0n ur bufday..llen0 tepakse tunde surprise ke hari s0k..ibu stil xtau llen0 is g0in back es0k..s0 stil jd surprise jugak la.but I juz feel different c0z da plan lme da this thing..hmmm..

Ibu,

llen0 juz wanna say happy birthday bu..sem0ga panjang um0r murah rezeki..i l0ve u s0 much bu..really..u’re such a great m0ther..i’ve n0ver th0ught 0f replacing u 0r requesting f0r any0ne else t0 be my ibu..u’re juz de 0ne,de greatest m0ther 0f all..terimakasih sgt2 ibu c0z u raised me up perfectly,with0ut any c0mplains..i’ve received t0ns 0f l0ve fr0m u n I really appreciate that..terimakasih sgt2 ibu..pls dun 4get that I l0ve u s0 much bu n I never get tired 0r st0p l0ving u..l0ving u is my 24-7 r0utine..n I’m really happy with that..ibu,I dunn0 what 0ther presents that I wanna give t0 u..i’lll think 0f s0methin..but f0r n0w,juz take my l0ve,my care,my existence is a gift f0r u!really I l0ve u s0 much!last but n0t least,terimakasih ibu c0z u’ve been a great m0ther f0r us,llen0,juan,adik..cyg ibu..

l0ts 0f l0ve fr0m de b0tt0m 0f my heart,

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hurmm??

Anything can happen..f0r n0w,I want t0 be appreciated..t0 be l0ved..t0 be take cared 0f..h0wever,its n0t easy t0 get that..in my case,mayb I have t0 l0se my weight,then 0nly I can get it (I think)..huk3..its hard t0 live a life full 0f teases 0f me being chubby..whats de pr0blem 0f being chubby??d0n’t I have feelings??mayb I’m t00 happy n smile alm0st all de time..but deep inside..wh0 kn0ws..i like him..but I think he alredy has s0me0ne he ad0re..i’m n0t c0nfident wif my self at all when it c0mes t0 dis kinda things..s0 I guess,I’ll juz remain silent..until I’ve c0mpleted my missi0n 0f getting thinner,I’ll juz let it be..but 0nce I’ve achieve it,I think I w0n’t hesitate t0 fight f0r what I think it c0uld be mine..l0l..s0 funny when I read things dat I’ve wr0te ni..cam nth pape je..but stil..da lme pendam mende ni..s0 I think,de burden have been l0wer d0wn by p0sting this p0st..fyuhhh..its up t0 u t0 judge me 0r what n0t,I’m juz being me..

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I’M FREE

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my twins

My bel0ved twins is juni0rsz (bukan nama sebenar)..llen0 amat merindui my twins ni..she’s my everything..she’s here besides me all de time..n we eve de exact same attitude..we eve de same interest..same genre 0f s0ngs (but s0metimes she can’t accept mine..hak3)..but stil,I misses her s0 much!c0z I can’t talk t0 her,n0r wc wif her bc0z 0f s0me difficulties..she’s s0 sweet..she l0ves red..she has a green guiter named ‘llen0’..hihi..she l0ves sh0pping al0t n she didn’t like spicy f00d as she can’t eat spicy dishes..she’s quite quiet s0metimes but she can b as crazy as me!hahaha!she’s my 0ne n 0nly twins dat I’ve f0und in my wh0le life..luv u juni0rsz..really miss th0se m0ments we’ve spent t0gether..huk3..

Greent0p rant is 0ur fav0urite sp0t..remember?? =p

Sincerely,l0ve,

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read this!

I’m llen0!i’m frenly,i l0ve being frenly n i wanna b frenly!
There’re differences between de w0rd friendly n ann0ying..llen0 is trying t0 b g00d wif 0ther pe0ple as dats de way 0f me being frenly..n0t m0re than that..plss dun treat me like i’m ann0ying t0 u..c0z i’m juz being frenly..FRENLY..dats it..n0t m0re than that..if i’m wr0ng,then f0rgive me..but d0n’t treat me dat way..i hate it n me myself feel terribly sad t0 be treated dat way..i juz tryin t0 be me..s0 plss understand..really..if being me is wr0ng,being 0ther pe0ple als0 wr0ng,s0 what’s de right thing t0 d0??i’m tired..tired 0f pleasing 0ther pe0ple..s0 plss..i d0n’t ask u pe0ple t0 pretend t0 treat me well..i’m jz askin f0r ur understandability..plss..i’m juz being frenly..n0t m0re than that..huk3

De 0ne wif l0ts 0f tiredness

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kem kepimpinan sekretariat pencegahan rasuah

Kem ni d buat 0leh sekretariate pencegahan rasuah usm..sgt besh kem ni!seyesly..spe yg xpegi tu (temas0k sesiape yg kate nk pegi tp last2 xjd g) amat lah rugi..kem ni laen dr yg laen n sgt interesting..0leh itu,tahniah llen0 ucapkan kepada semua yg terlibat dlm kem ni terumatama penggubal2 m0dul serta pegawai2 yg terlibat (abg syahmi,k.ika,a.jaya n a.wan)..llen0 rse sgt epy dpt menjd salah satu dr kalangan anda2 sume yg bepengalaman ini..huk3..amat besh besme anda2 sume..plus,d’puncak bris,sik kedah teraamatlah law0 k0t n view nye teramatlah cantik..namun begitu,kal0 mendaki jln kat ctu teramatlah penat n skt kaki tp teramatlah w0rth it..hak3..(bpe bnyk teramatlah daa)..llen0 nk bwk family llen0 g sne 0ne day..becuti + becamping kat tcu..mst sgt besh..hik3..

Semalam blk dr kem tu amat lah penat n tyd0 tr0s..tp dlm kepenatan tu,de camp was such an enj0yable camp n l0ts 0f mem0ries happen there..tq s0 much f0r th0se dat inv0lved n h0pe we’ll d0 it again next time..

**Kepade peserta yg telah bnyk mendtg kan mslh pr0blem kat llen0 tyme menguruskan list nme spe yg pegi ke kem tu (sebelum pergi ke kem),llen0 harap k0rg bahagie slalu n jgn la wat mcm tu kat 0rg laen k..c0z teramatlah penat

+ membara hati 0rg tu kal0 k0rg wat camtu..mcm2 mende tergendala n kene tukar blk..huk3

Pape p0n kem kepimpinan spr 2010 ni teramatlah best n sgt2 menarik..seyesly..

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such tiring weeks

Th0se 3 weeks after rye were such tiring weeks..llen0 kene settle kan bnyk mende n ade test plus quizzes plus lab rep0rt..smpi satu tahap,llen0 felt like giving up n xlarat c0z my b0dy was s0 tired..tapi!its my resp0nsibility utk wat sume mende tu c0z I’ve ch0sen t0 j0in n take th0se path..n0w,I’m gladly ann0unced dat I’ve finished all the w0rks n I’m s0 happy t0 be able t0 d0 s0..terimakasih sgt2 f0r th0se wh0 helped me n teach me l0ts 0f new things..i’ve learned al0t these time..

Eventh0ugh llen0 teramatlah tired,tp llen0 amat puas hati c0z everythin went well walaup0n ade gak last minute pr0blems dtg..sgt gembre c0z da bejye melakukan nye n harap I’ll c0ntinuesly survive in this university’s life..tenx t0 all my seni0rs n frens..

llen0 p0n nak mintk s0ry if ade llen0 wat salah during th0se time n teg0r la llen0 if llen0 da wat s0mething bad..huhu

N0w its tyme f0r llen0 t0 recharge n pr0ceed with my studies as de final exam is juz ar0und de c0rner..s0 llen0 nak ucapkan all de best utk sume in final exam n have ‘fun’ during de stdy week ^_^

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raye 2010

raye ta0n ni sgt best!blk kg blah abah kat jerantut,phg..ta0n ni,rye sgt meriah c0z sume blk kg n berye kat cni rye pertama..ade bebrpe family je yg blk lmbt cket..huk3..memasak as always..mcm nk bekenduri c0z family kit0rg sgt bes0 n sangat meriah serta happening (ceh!ayat xley bla)..kit0rg msk 5 hingga 6 jenis la0k utk bebke p0se last day n utk rye kees0kan harinye..nasi kit0rg msk 2 jenis..ns putih n ns serai..tidak lpe lemang yg di bakar 0leh abah n ayh ngah..ahli2 yg terlibat,llen0,ibu,k.cda,mak teh,k.ila,mak ngah,nenek,adik zana,mandak dll..(xingt dah)..sgt begembre kami memsk c0z lme gle llen0 xkumpul ngn d0rg n begelak ketawa sesme..huk3..llen0 sgt syg family llen0 ni! ^_^

mlm rye,sesi g0s0k baju sedunie..hak3..as usual,mlm tu wat kaunter meng-ir0n baju..kal0 kene kan bayaran,k0mpem kaye!hak3..then layan cter kat tv..picts tyme rye sume ade..tp xsempat nk upl0ad lg..nnt llen0 upl0ad..seyesly..sgt gembre..

rye petme ptg tu blk ke pekan,phg plak..ni kg sebelah ibu..p0n besh gle!kit0rg kumpul rmai2 n masak ns dagang..seyesly sgt enj0y..walaup0n hnye memsk je..huk3..mlm plak,tgk 0rg sebelah uma maen mercun..seyesly law0 gle..gle kaye la d0rg bakar duet..tp kal0 d0rg xbakar duet,xde la plak llen0 n family dpt enj0y view yg fabul0us tu kan??hak3..s0 g00d j0b ayh su+ayh de+ayh cik..hek3..

kesimpulannye rye ta0n ni mmg sgt enj0yable n llen0 xkan lpe kan la c0z ta0n ni la plg bnyk kit0rg tgkp gamb0..hek3..antara m0del nye adalah kazen2 ku serta adek2 ku iaitu :

llen0

juan

adek zana

k.cda

a.iwan

a.naem

k.ila

athirah

mak2 sdare dan pak2 sdare p0n ade gak..cume bnyk sgt nk list d0wn..hek3

s0 amek yg main m0del jela..hak3..

last but n0t least

i l0ve u all,my dearest family

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